You know, things are gonna change.
Because I will make it so.
Scott is one of my favorites.
He looks like a biker, with a bald head and a stellar beard.
But he is a family man, has a lovely wife and three children.
When my dad told him that my mom is pregnant, the first thing that Scott said is this, "Becca is going to make a wonderful big sister.
I saw him on Sunday.
He came up to me, gave me a hug, as usual, and said, "Congratulations on the big news. I cannot think of anyone more fitting for the job of a big sister."
That made me the happiest I've been in a very long time.
Raad is another one of my favorites.
He's a baldie, too.
He teases me, calls me a genius.
I'm not a genius.
But Raad.. He understands something, and I don't know what, but he understands.
After the Superbowl, which still has my heart broken, Raad asks my dad to walk him out to his car. After about 5 minutes, my dad calls me out.
Raad bought me a beautiful necklace, black onyx, with silver framing.
And he asked my daddy first.
To this party that is happening in 10 days, I think that I will wear that necklace.
I think that that will make Raad happy.
My aunt, my mother's sister is also pregnant, She was actually pregnant before my mother.
My mother is sane! No way!! Haha..
Both Raad and Scott are going to the big party. I am soo excited.
I am so happy today, and for no good reason.
"I won't stop, I won't mess my groove up."
